I hate this forum!
Since coming here I've been told I should cut out all my caffein and booze. Seriously? I don't smoke and I eat a nice balanced diet of whole foods and I work out regularly. Surely that puts me in the top X% of healthy people right? But now I've got to give up my two little vices so I can remain virtuous...
I just had my morning esspresso caffein. I know I'm a complete adict. How do I know? Well, on the way too work and when I first get to my desk I feel like I'm only half awake. I keep rubbing my eyes and bumping into stuff and I desperately need a coffee. And when I do have my coffee, absolute 100% uncontrolled euphoria! I can actually feel it flowing down my throat like nectar then slowly radiating warmth out through my arms to my finger tips. I get this stupid roll-your-eyes kind of smile on my face and actually shudder with the joy of it. Warmth all over and a sense of absolute invincible euphoria. Am I an adict?
Booze is another story, but I'd be heartbroken and depressed if I had to give up my nightly glasses of wine and my weekend beers. Adiction is an ugly thing. I have depression type issues but my caffein and alcohol seem to help...
So, do I really need to cut out my booze and caffein? Not sure I have the willpower... Serious question...
Cheers,
Mike