sammaeltdo
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So im 20 years old, 6'3 and around 100-105kgs (havent weighed myself lately) been only training consistently for 2 years but have been researching and training on and off since i was 14. I started my first cycle of 400mg of test, injected every other day and the results are insane. my coach says it looks like ive put on around 8kg of lean mass and lost atleast 5kgs of fat. noticeably more vascular. Im very naturally muscular, i have very broad shoulders and i carry lots of fat in my legs so my mid section stays relatively lean. My favorite part of this cycle was a massive strength explosion. my 1rm for bench was 100kg, after 11 weeks i can 142.5 for 2 and i deadlift 210 for 3. i have on older brother who is 23 and we both work out. he has a much more athletic build and i have a more stocky "fat" build. we both have the same coach who coaches us because we are long time friends. Every-time i hit a new pr my family and friends (im pretty open about my use, if someone i know asks ill tell) especially my brother always seem to scoff at me and say things like "youre cheating" or "yeh because steroids"
My main point is i work hard every day, take every set to failure push myself to the limits in the gym, hyper focused on maintaining a clean diet and focus on time under tension, proper form, going to failure etc. and im not in denial, i know steroids help alot but im still working my ass off and when i share results i hate how people minimise them. I especially hate when people say its cheating, how can a recreational choice i made to enhance myself for my own benefit cheating, whos being cheated? anyone can take what i take, but not everyone can train hard and eat right and do whats necessary to make the gains i have made. Steroids in the recreational sense are not cheating. i feel like cheating implies theres a victim, someone or an organisation that you are gaining an advantage over, but i take steroids just so can be better faster. which is an ode to my impatient nature.
My main point is i work hard every day, take every set to failure push myself to the limits in the gym, hyper focused on maintaining a clean diet and focus on time under tension, proper form, going to failure etc. and im not in denial, i know steroids help alot but im still working my ass off and when i share results i hate how people minimise them. I especially hate when people say its cheating, how can a recreational choice i made to enhance myself for my own benefit cheating, whos being cheated? anyone can take what i take, but not everyone can train hard and eat right and do whats necessary to make the gains i have made. Steroids in the recreational sense are not cheating. i feel like cheating implies theres a victim, someone or an organisation that you are gaining an advantage over, but i take steroids just so can be better faster. which is an ode to my impatient nature.
